So Thurday, i get out out of bed at 4pm, i know right, ridiculous, but i didnt get to sleep til 5am, thats still 11 hours sleep, what a lazy cow!!
I got downstairs and my stepdad had my dinner ready, i ate it, and then went and sat on the sofa.
My mum and stepdad were stood in the kitchen chatting, my stepdad popped his head round the door and in his most patronising voice "Misha can you that washing up, before the boys go to bed."
I dont know why but it just made my blood boil, its the only thing either of them have said to me for a few days, so i decided i would go to Roberts, i text him to check it was ok, he said it was fine.
Then gave me a call.
"I'm going over Adams for tea tonight, but then we are going to Hob if you want to come."
"I might do," i said, "i'll see."
I did the washing up and got dressed, did my hair and make-up and packed my bag, my mum had gone to netball so i just left the house, saying goodbye to Richard on my way out and went to Roberts.
I had some Vodka there, so i drank that, Robert text to ask if i wanted to go to Adams for tea but i decided to go after they had finished.
I finished off the vodka, watched Eastenders and then it was time to go. I felt a bit nervous, because i knew there would be quite a few people there, that i didnt know, but put it to the back of my head, took a deep breath and knocked on Adams door.
A girl called Jade, answered the door, and Robert came and met me in the living room, i took my coat off and then followed them into the dining room and then through to the kitchen.
Robert got me a glass to drink my wine, everyone was in the conservatory smoking.
when they came out, Adam gave me a hug and introduced me to Anna and Robin, i already knew Laura, who i happen to have a very small crush on.
We sat in Adams dining room listening to old pop songs and talking, and it was actually quite nice, even though i had that feeling that i couldnt quite be myself, always feeling a little on edge, but then all the friends i have at the moment are people i have chosen, i am not used to hanging around with people i didnt kind of chose myself.
Robert and Adam were very couply, i didnt really care, which is good.
When we were nice and drunk we went to the Hob, where we met terry and Tristan, another gay couple very close to Adam, i get on with Terry really well.
Robin, an extremely good looking gay man was going round the pub begging people to go to Chicago's with him, i agreed, i was drunk and thought it would be fun, plus i knew Laura was going.
Robin and Anna then taught me some dance moves to some Steps songs, the Robin introduced me to a lesbian called Katy, who was going to come to Chicagos, and we left, i hugged Robert, Adam, Terry, Tristan and probably a few other people i didnt even know goodbye and we left.
There was no queue for chicago's we went in, bought a drink and went out to the smoking area, i did my usual trick of minesweeping, which means stealing random drinks.
Anyway, i danced the night away, leaving at about 2.30, after telling Laura i fancy her, Robin had asked me if i did and i didnt want him to tell her.
I got some chips and went back to Roberts, watched some tele, cooked a garlic bread and then went to bed, where i couldnt sleep.
It took me a long while, but eventually i got there, waking up at 7.40 to let Robert in.
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